hAppy bIRThday tO mIe & our 100th

yEss...Finally mOi BIRthday...& our 100th...mEeting pAm & jAS @yck mrt...yAPpx...

We WeNt esplanade first...Cox i WANna give her A gIFt...yAPpx..."hAPPy 100th" i SAid...=) hOPe tHAt you WIll lIke the gIFt...RomAntIC? haha...hOPe so...=)

AFteR tAt went pAsta MAnia eAt...yUm yUm lUv iT!

zhusheng & jackson called wonder why...tot they have forgotten about my birthday....

wEnt thE FounTain of wealth...tHEy came...LAter i Found out thAt tHEy came becox pAm called tHEm!!...HAix...guess this is fate ba..ONLY girls will rmb my birthday...all my msg are from the girlz...onli one...from jiEsheng...

later she cried...cox she had everything planned and that day kinda screw...up...BUT she told herself that shes gonna make my birthday a memorable one...YAPpx...

She ASk mE to Wait..YAppx...tHEn i tAlk to my Frenz loRx......THEn omg SHe BOUght A CAke!!! omg...i was so tOUch tHAt i Cried...haha...almost like 2 years nver cut a CAke? cox i was always late...to return home...tHAnks!! lotz

my frenz wun do that im sure...they DUN EVEN CARE TO SENT THEIR WISHES...nvm tHAts FAte...

tHAnks pam & jAS for every thing you did...it realli touched my heARt...

happy 100th!!!/Happy birthday to me

hi hi...haha time seems to fly fast...today is out 100th...haha...still rmb our 1st hello?...=) i will always rmb...=)

time realli flies...

ACtuALly i had a mixed feeling about today...kINda hAppy kinda Sad...

bUt im Sure Ive mADe tHE rite decision..yAppx for us to KNow For 100th day...cox im serious about youu...

many ThIngz sure had GOne tru within this 100th day...we quarrel we 'fight'...but in the end ok le...yAppx AftEr all i guess ive known u alotz BEtter tru out this 100th...dayz....

gUyz seriously u may think im childish to wait 100th day...rite? "haha edwin ur so childish! where got such thingz 100th day? omg tats long"

i heard ppl know a girl for just a week then they stead le...haha i dun know about them but...not for me. yAppx...

rite now me & her...sometimes We Dun need to say what we're feeling yEt we Know each other...haha yaPpx... =)

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oh yar tODay's my biRthday...and i dun tHink mAny ppl Know...yAppx ACtually din intend to celebrate...Cox hAix...nvM...buT yAppx she Called me out(actually i called her out 1st but she reject then called again and ask me out) ok i kNOw its my bIRthday so u Sld the one askin me out ...thanks =)...

haha my mum give me a $200 hong bAo.../grandma $50 auntie $10 =D

mum~wo ai ni
not becox of the $ that she give me...my mum realli good to mie..yAppx dun Know how to say..bUt im proud to be your son!

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hAix...i just CAnt belIve tHAt ALl tHOSe bIrthday wishes are not from my Good frenz...not even one!!....nVm its the same every yEar...oh well i dun think they even rmb...its always the girls who rmb...haha ...ok i sld be happy mANy ppl dId even care to wish me...but its all girls! where is my frenz? haix...

seriously so next time dun say what "got girlz PS frenz" u all din EVEN CARE to wish me...what kind of frenz are youu?

aniway for those who even care to waste thier 5cents on me...thanks...realli...=) realli appriciate it =)

jun bIn ChAlet!

wahaha...toDAy AftEr sch...zhu sheng called...Got ChAlEt!! wahaha kinda like area 3 CIs chalet ba....yAppx..

zhuSeng tOok a cAb...tO the pHs bus stop...yAppx toOk cAb...

reached lIAox...wahaha Not mAny ppl about 6?

haha kinda sianx...but nvm...yAPpx...oh yar i BOUght my laO po (IPOD) along!!! whahaha i Rock tHE ChALet mAn!!...wahaha seriously w/o my ipod they...like half dead...

it was raining...yAppx...then after i was talking to her...omg...we quarrel!!! shouting at each other...haix...over small thINgz...sorrie for shouting at youu...

oh yar...HAix she's sIck YEt she Dunch wanna See A Doc omg...i Was lIke dame WoRried!...

but after ok le... =) yaapx...sad...my Hp lOw bAtt So had to use zhusheng's fOne to talk...omg his also low batt...in the end had to end...the call =(... aniway im glad tat everything is all rite now...

at that Time i was like in a stand by mode liaox...but TAt iDiOt ZHU SHENG dun let me SlEep! e was like JUmpIng on my lEg...Arg dame pain lorx...

in the end had to stay up to acompany him watch movie...haha wAtch ALot...intial-D...pesCiFiyer, FerrBee? RoBOtz...ect...MAny lArx...haha some Titledunch know how to SpEeLL...yAppx...tHEn ARoUnd 6.30am hUngry le...CAlled MAC =)

7.30am! arg gONna lAte for sch lAIox...class starts at 8am! tOok a CAb there...

yAwn rEAch Sch Le...hp low batt...dAme tired...

went down to have a drink CoFfEe!!!

PHS open house

yAwn~...Shit! toDAy Woke uP LAte Actually WaNted to go to Phs to see thier open house...but haix...10am to 12pm...i woke up around 12pm...yAPpx...

pam called le u wanna meEt? i in canteen =)Went DoWn..

wahaha so MAny PpL there...nPcc...=) oh yAr gOt mANy ppl diAox me! dun know why...haha

after WEnt nORthpoint with Pam & jASlyn -_-" mac again haha nvm =)

oh yAr bouGht something for her hOpe She'll like it cox tmr is our 100th ^_____^

After Walk walk...tHEn We DePArted at the yishun mrt...went home...yAppx...

reAChed hOme bAth...she call!!! haha kinda SuprIZe...mEeting her again...at woodlands mrt...

WEnt to mAc again -_-" okIe nvm...yAppx...

EnjOy mOisElf lOtz & lotz...

haha LEnd my LAO po (ipod) to her haha although i miz "it" alot but its worth it...yAppx,,,

went home after...

pAm~

lOlx...TODay Went to Sch JUst a a TEst..u know what? it lasted onli for 15mins!!! fuKing WastEd moI Time!!!! dame piss off with mOi tEAcher...Cant he jUSt Put Every thiNg on ONe day?

nVm...went amkss to take back mOi thingz...lEft iT in the NpCc rm...LAter tOok 86 to Amk libAry...return THe oVEr due bOokz on Flash MX

Went HAwker to Eat..ChIcK Rice =)...tHEn Went Down a BloCk and talk cOck With AlVin...1pm+ le...HAd to go hOme and change!

i mEeting her bElow mOi bLock YAppx...jaslyn and her another fren Was tHere too...YAppx

Went To TAke the Train to WOodlAnd...tHEn Went to hEr house...yAppx...

Waited for her to bath & change..haha i Was liStening to music tHen..yAppx Then She SuDdenly AppAre...i was like shocked? jUmped~...lolx...

Went Down To mEt hEr Fren Ann...tHEn Reach WOodlAnd mrt mEt up With ChEryl...and took the trainx...

Cheryl FrEnz Came in...jACkie arg...i tot i was all rite...but...HAix nvm...WEnt ChiNie leisure...Eat

tat gUy kept on tAlking to her i Was Like VEry JEalOus! Dun knOw why Lolx...i din say anything But She Know..YAppx..maybe know me tOo Well ba...Went East CoooX bEAch lAter...

HAix...tHEn again...i was dame...AngRy...jEalous...HAix...they Keep on PLayINg lor!...

i rmb cheryl asked me...what makes you like her so mUch? and why?...im i blinded by love? no...i know wat im doin from the day i met her...Why i lIke her so MUch haha i Dun know...she is the reason for me to live on...=)

tOok the bus BAck tO WoodLands interchange...Sent her home...lOlx...

we fINd a Place to TAlk yAppx...haha Went 7-11 bouGht tHingz to Eat it Was lIke 1am PLus...haha Every Time i SEnt her home we realli talk our hEArtz out...

Seriously she's the only person who realli understand me...i Tell her my EVERYTHING ....every single thingz...yappx...kinda amazing rite?

omg im Addicted to YOU lOlx...ySt sent her hOme Omg i Cant beAr to lEave her!...dunch know why...

god bless...

Phs dun know what nitez

lOlx Today mEeting Her..yAppx...She Din Went to Sch...we meet up at yck Mrt statIon..yAPpx...THen Went to gRAss RooT to play pool =)

THen blOwling...haha Saw Xiu Zhen. Sherly? aya Dun know how to spell...And Kervila ba...yAppx tHEy saw me with pam they went there to play BloWling...yAppx...

After tHAt went To Her Sch! haha i was around 7pm+ liaox...reached saw Zi xuan haha tHen She usher us up to The HAllx...Got Air-condition lehx...sO ShIok...my Sec sch dun have...nVm...

mAny Ppl Lorx...and i Was i ScAred? haha Cox kinda presure All tHe Ppl there i dun know...=) wahaha actuAlly i Dun uNDerstand whatz iS All About The PErFormance But! i enjOy it..dunch ask me why

=) mEet up With jAslyn And Went to NORthPoint...BurgEr KINg! muahaha i was dAme hungry...bUt...lAter i VoItted Dunch ask Me why i Dunch Know....

Sent her home...AftEr tHAt...=) talk for about a few HouRs b4 she i realli sent her home...yAppx got Lotz of thingz to tAlk about =)

haha it Was lIke 2am lIaox ba...So HAd to Take a Cab home From WOodlAnds...$10+...but it WoRth it!

HAix

Dunch Realli Wan to Say About what HAppen today...yAppx...bUt im willing to lay down my life for her...tats how muCh i lOve Her yAppx...

east cOooz

yAwn~...HAha tODay mEeting HEr at yIo cHu KAng...MRt..yAppx gOt Change and pAck EvEry thing needed...

walk walk walk walk until Yck mRt She was waiting for me on the 2nd fLOor...jASlyn & paul was there tOo...yaPpx...

reAch there le...pUt DoWn our tingz tHe gIrlz Went to change...yAppx...lAter i and paul Went Blading he cycle lOlx...we Went All tHE way tIll tHE End...And i lOSt ConTAct WhiCh him! omg...then had to blade back...thINk tOok me 1/2hour? tink so...din brought anithing thing with me...not even hp/wallet...

...yAppx...gOing tO tHE beAch is SuRe Fun! hAha Drew mAny thINgz on tHE bEAch... tOok lOTz of pIx...with her =D it was REalii Sure fun...i enjOy mOiselF lotz...realli =)

SpEnt the Whole Day...At THere..THen LAter At nite..Went to MAc To Eat...lOlx mAny Funny thingz HApPen...and...errr hAix sad thIngz larx

lOlx jASlyn Was Dame tIRed LIaox PLus thE guy bEhide kEep on ShAking tHE ChAir! her whole body is like ShAking!!! wahaha Soo Funni...tHEn She bAng the tAble And ShOUtEd ChEe bye larx lolx wooot Fierce!

tHEn the gUy Frenz was like saying "eh the girl is looking at your already, the girl is lAughing At yOUr AlrEADy" lOlx Say OUt LOUd!

zhusheng called...saying all those stupit tHing About NS!!! arg...he say StOp Dreaming About DeFeeRing...DamE! do u know how hURting tis is?...very...very He mAke me LOst hOpe in mY DrEamz And EvErything! arg Dame u!...i cried...

haix...And i HATE people to criticise & crash mOi DrEamz And AspIRatIonz! HAte tHEm!!!

hAix nvm...im strong...i told myself...

tHAt niTe we SpEnt At the 24hour MAc At East CoOx...=) tOok pIx...kInda SwEet~! zzz tiRed...

haha the tired exprESsion on Her Face mAkez me lAugh!! omg hahahaha LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!!!! hahaha

aniway Realli Enjoyed mOi tIme SpEnt With her...yAppx

by Chance?

lOlx tODay went to Sch WASted my Time...omg...nvm gonna get out of this place soon...

WenT to noth poInt With PEepz...ate At NoShenoYa? hAha

pAm CAlled! haha she was on the way to north poINt tOo With jASline yAppx...kInda "by chance?" haha... yOU yAUn ba...i lAter jOin tHem...At MAc

lOlx u kNow what? we talk cock All tHe way until...QuiTe lAte..."DUN LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH" lOlz...

walked to interchange...my horror came..."eh your amry letter came...JAN straight away...ur in army" omg...i was like broken down? i Dun EXPEct IT!!!

i cried...i canot take it...i have many undone thingz...to Finish...SOme More b4 tHAt i HAd alrEAdy hAd mNAy blOws...my projectz NPCC arg! im gonna turn mad...some1 kill me plz...

im wondering how much my HEART can handle...itz numb...now...but

actually Went hOme...buT...HAix...miz her so...went down tHE bUs And tURn BAck...

tHEy were At mAc yAppx...iTs AroUNd 5pm lAIox...chatz...laugh laugh laugh...lAter...HAix She cried...YAppx...it really beatz my heart once again......

nvm...i feel useless lor...Cox im NOt Good At tAlking THen its like...arg...feel bad...

9pm+ le...SEnt Pam hOme...yAppx...she going to Her jasline hse later So i Waited for her to changed....=)

took Mrt to yiShun and took Dun KNow what bus..yAppx...rEAch eh...stay there talk cock untl 12am...Went home zzz...

mEeting tmr ...yAppx going to East Cooox bEAch...


peepz...i thInk i Wun be Able to see u GUyz...going army le...BUT i wun allow this to happen...Its like letting me die W/O finishing my thingz...im gonna DEFERRR! hope god bless me...or i die liaox

went out with her

rite...tOday din went sch BEcox of her...Din SlEep too...Woke HEr uP Around 8.30am..YAppx ShE was lIke ..."errr...i very sleepy lehx..can 9.30?" lOlx...k lOrx...

THEn 9.30am CalLed HEr AgAin...She BAth FIniSh lIAox! ...yAppx...So i gOOnna mEet her at WOOdlands MRt...yAppx...

actually im ExPEcting me to Wait For her...yAppx..so Din call HEr that i Almost reaching...BUt Omg...She's there 1st!..i was like ...errr ok...kINda make me...Cox every time is she wait for me lehx...HAix...Still Rmb GOt 1 Time i Made her wait for 2 hours!!! OMG...I was SLEEPING!...shit me... haix...

ANyway...we WeNt Causeway For bREadFEst...MAC =) yAppx oh YAr we din go beach liaox...dunch ask me why...tHen Came chEryl? her god sis...yAppx...

WEnt wAlk tHE talk For A while UNtil tHe TimeZone openz... pLAyed Intial-D...

Went to her HOUse After thAt..yAppx..Actually i went to her house alot of timez liaox even met her parents and sis b4...yAppx...seriously i just love to hear her play the piano yAppx...she's the 1st person who taugh me so =) oh yar she's a Gr8 dancer tOo!

went woodlands mrt ...HEr another god sis came yAppx...WenT TAo paYo Walk walk...MAc again...-_-"...yAPpx...

5.30pm lIAox sianx...have to go Cox...MR SIVA wanna have a meeting with our CIs...meeting at amkss MAC -_-" again...

stress! omg im in charge of the open house!!!(uniform group)...haix...

she called me...

i Was PLAyIng DoTa with Jiesheng...And i Was AbOUt to win...

ever since i quit DOTA i had never won a match...i wonder why...until YOU called...
u know what? i was playing halfway and she called and i was like "err im playing dota""cant u stop playing for a while?!" ...i stopped and called her...HEr GOd sis Was Also INside yAppx..we talk until like 5.30am?

im mEeting her LAter yApx calling her about 8.30am...gOing to East Coast beach i think...she need to sort thingz out...

omg...i'm really wondering why she called...

she was the one was said she will treat me like stranger...

arG EdWin!!! what are you DoINg?!@# HAix...if my frenz hEArd about tHIs the MIght Say im StUPit..but...

i Rmb tHEy ask Me this b4 "if one day she called will you be soft hearted again?"

gUEss tHIs time the answer is yes...dun ask me why...

im not going to sch today....And She IS not gOing too PON school!!

God...pls give me the answer to the road that im taking...izzit worth it?

zs Chalet =)

omg wahaha HAppy birthday to mr LOY & my class mate lum fong...yAPpx thEy open thEir chalet next to each other...=)

knoW what i bought for zs? haha a ninja Dagger and a anime shirt total $60 but got share lArx...=)

ooo well the chalet was in Coasta sand Resort...=)

reached there...saw many pPL!!! omg...some unexpEcted gUEst ..Also...And A FucK uP PErSon Who Always OppOSe me! FUckEr uR not welcome in the chalet GO HOME!! ooo well his really FUCK UP...ooo well dun talk about tat worthless(piece of shit) person.

wahaha lEtz recall Who CAme...Me! jackson, alvin, xiang ting, hui min,azmi , hafiz, christina, grala, christina teo, hui ling(zs like her!), his class mates, my class mates, lumfong(his birthday too!) Lalu, cINDy phua, 66th batch CIBTC falcon squad ppl...hMmm Still got OB (SABAH) Sharmugam!! lOlx...

HIs presents LEt see...Got Ppl gIVe hIm ConDOm!!! wahaha StRawberry FlAvOUR!!!! lOlx...StIll Got MANy CAn RecAll...

Anyway i boought my BelOved ps2! and my IPOD along( I ROCKZ THE CHALET!!) blasted music tru the nitez...

it was REAllI Fun! cOx mNAy ppl Were THere plUs im Not ExpEcting HUimin christina Lalu & cindy phua to StAy oVEr! lOlx...

we played DAI DEE, PS2 , IPOD, & MAJONG loLx...see out of the 4 i got 2...And Wait!!! and flirt!!! wahaha not me larx...i Wun cox no mood...u sld know why...haix aniway =) my FrEnz FliRt with THe gIRlz...TAt Came lOlx...(dun mention who! they will kill me!)

WeNt to the RED HOUSE finally... NOtHing mUCh...together With 18 ppl We XploRed tHe pLAced...( it was raining heavily at tat tie omg~) but iT Was Fun! cox i always wanted to see whatz inside..=)

oh rite not to mention about the majong game i was playing...lOSt buT...my Skills got improve ba...i think...ERrr lOSt $3.90 yappx its betta to lost to TOTO

OVer all it was realli fun bUt Cum to thInk of it...my birthday is cuming..haix...actually dun intend to celebrate..cox...OF some reasons...onli makes me sad...yAppx...HAix...

lOlx niCe rite? i know

They went to the chalet

Cindy, Lalu, Jolin, Xiu Zhen & angeline

Touched

haha...i Was ShoCk today...u know what? today my auntie came With A bIRthday CAkE!!! and some mee & eggs...

i Was Really touch lorx...actually i din relised tODAy Was my CHINESE birthday until she came...=) kinda 1st time ppl give a cake during my chinese birthday...oh well it was tasty...yum...haix


u know what...i miz her haix... i cant tell any one..cox i dun think they are intrested to hear...and i cant even TELL HER ........i want to contact her but i cant...cox...she dun wish to receive my sms or call again..omg...ARg!...CANT I EVEN KNOW HOW YOU DOIN NOW?

i feel terrible...

hAix

tODay...AFter THE Chalet Went BAck Home to Zzz...until like 7pm?...haha my friend called she was just below my bLOck...YAppx...

hungRy At tat Time i went down to Eat she peo Wox ....yAppx...Ate mee Pok? tHEn Went to my block there and talk....and waited for her fren to cum...

To you: pls...dun like me...i will feel very gulity...im saying this cox im afaid that u might like me...yap pls dun...

haix...then she was like asking me miz her har...lolx...HAix...

nVm ABout that...once her fren came i went back home..Do PRoJEctz...

JIe Sheng CallEd...YAppx..ABout DOTA...and projects stuffz..she called tOo So Conference lo...THen CAme Alvin called me followed by jackson!!! omg i din call them to call me lo it was like so jiao...nvm ALL CONFERENCE BA

it was real messy lo...haha but fun!...cox i seldom host a conference...

alvin wanna lend my ps2!!! HAix abit ...but nvm since he is my close friend..cox he wanted to play FINAL FANASTY nice! X-2

lAter PLAyd with jiesheng DOTA!!! omg my love!! haha...then now write this shit

any way EDWIN YOU CAN DO IT!

Backstreet-Back to your heart

It's not that I can't live without you

It's just that I don't even want to try

Every night I dream about you

Ever since the day we said goodbye

If I wasn't such a fool

Right now I'd be holding you

There's nothin' that I wouldn't do

Baby if I only knew

CHORUS

The words to say

The road to take

To find a way back to your heart

What can I do

To get to you

And find a way back to your heart

I don't know how it got so crazy

But I'll do anything to set things right'Cause your love is so amazing

Baby you're the best thing in my life

Let me prove my love is real

And made you feel the way I feel

I promise I would give the world

If only you would tell me girl

CHORUS - repeat

Give me one more chance, to give my love to you'Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,tell meCHORUS - repeatI turn back timeTo make you mineAnd find a way back to your heartI beg and pleadFall to my kneesTo find a way back to your heartCHORUS - repeat

chalet

sianx...yst zhu sheng called me to go to Mdm Shu yun chalet ...but i din
wanna go...cox dun Feel LIke GoINg...

HAix...think only my BLog KNows me the most... Its lIke He angry lorx...Cox i Din Wanna GO...

"Fine! dun find excuse that you don't know them well...or you rather stay at home and think about the past?!"

so decided to go...it was a last min thingy...about 8pm..meet zhusheng took cab there...tHEn mEt Rizuan..yAppx...

my Ooutward Bound Sabah mates...yAppx GOt shu yun, Shi yun...Aslam LOy Ivan & Me!!! ALl from oUtWard BOunD school...yAppx =)

ANyWay reAched there OMg!!! all 20+age ppl i was liKe..Errr...ShoCk?!...40+ ppl turn up...All OfFICers...high Ranking ppl From NPcc..

haha... i was in the room playing DAI DEE with my outward bound mates (FUN)...miz thOse memOries..~

All well i also brought along my IPOD!!! with the SPEAKER omg!!! bLAST MUSIC tru OUt THE NiTE!!!! WooOoOot ShiOk!...

kinda makes me forget my troubles... oh yAr...DrAnk 4 Cans Of BEer yAPpx...

oh yAr and tHAt ZHU SHENG!!!! arg dame you i was talking to my friend and he is like jealous?! what the helL...and make those SIao SIao Sound!!! really wan to to bang my head agains the wall then u happy ar? SHIT YOU!!!

hAix...actually i miz her alotz...but i CANt contact her...HAix..why should it turn out like this? im really ...depressZz...CAnt i EVEn know what your doing?

hAix...dunch talk about it le...only make me weep~inside...
went to changi village to Eat~hUNgRy!!!!! it was like 4am ? muahaha saw many DUCKz...their bodys kinda like a real girl man!...but yEakz...DUn mAke me VOmIt!!!!

went to eat pRata!!! kinda...normal...haha but hungry no choice....

ran back cox IT WAS RAINING!!! omg...arg...im so full yet...nvm...it stopped... -_-"

Went BAck PLay DAI DEE....and listen to my IPOD!!!! tru out the nite

9am le...WakE up@!!!@ oRhx k larx...nEed to go lIaox...

dame!

Arg..!!! today went to sch for nothing!!!!!!...ready nothing lor...no games to play also...u know what? im the team leader for the 2 video production...BUT they din turn up today...arg im gonna fail!!! im very stress now...haix...5 projects


PLUS i dun even get to play DOTA! they dun wan to play with me le...so sad...why? cox im a season player liaox..then they quite new to the game...cant blame...thye dun wan to play with me...haix...

WeNt CanTEen to Eat...tHEn Went Home...Zzzz...WASTE MY TIME!!

i was dame tired then when i reached home...went straight to Zzzz...and i dream of some thing on FIRE!!!! omg...guess its a electric application ba...tHEn i Was ShoUtIng FOr help...

woke up...around 6pm plus...then i layed there motionless thinking...while holding my pillow...

i miz her...but i mus endure...the pain...u know what?

i just cant stand that every day i must walk pass PHS...the feeling is like...Haix...today came home about 11am...walked pass MAny presbytrian ppl...kinda...make me...shaix... im now sensitive towards PHS ppl now...dun know why...arg...and Saw zi xuan ba...

Simei Ite

today..you yuan Called i was like 5.35am?!!! wat the hell...but...i went back to Zzzz...5.50am then i Woke up...mEeting Alvin & you yuan For breadfaest near my house...YAppx...

Then tOOok 76 to Sch...then have 2 wait...For tHE bus...Long LORz EXPO leh!!!

when i reached i was like WOW!!! dame freaking nice!!! alot better then my sch! everything was so....its really like a shopping centre...SHiOK!!! waaaa...abit regreted going to macpherson...nvm...really it leave me with a BIG WOW...dame nice...think better then poly? of cox its new...and it hads ALL the thingz u can do there..

After i and my Frenz Went to TampineSs to PLay blowling !!! dame long nver play...played 1 game...hungry le...so din play lIAox...

tHen...err...a girl from my frenz class HUGGED my left arm...and she din ask me lorx...she ask my fren "He dun mind rite?" what the hell...then she just...hold lorx!...BUT! no feeling le...

normally i will Eik!!! sensitive BUT...thiz time...no le...Cox it only reminds me of her!!! omg...haix...

told my frenz about it...and u know what they say? "you said you have forgotten about her? hen why are you still talking about her?"

It was then i realised i haven...hAix...but this few day ok le..keep my self busy...with thingz...

Went To hEAtland mall to eat... After tHAt took bus home...

on the way home on the bus i was thinking...thinking of the past...the smile on her face...everything...i cried again...haix...

actually if my frenz din mention about it...i wun think le...haix...anyway...after tat took my new specs $240...frame-less

dota

I've change alot for you...ive quit playing games...

BUT..For now back to What im b4...DOTA!!!!!!!! u know what?

From that day on...U said that we're not longer frenz...ive forgotten about u.

but what for? frenz also canot becum? i realli dun understand...

im no longer sad...just pity that...haix nvm...

I love and hate dota...Why?

love DOTA becox i love to play

hate it becox ive neglected you

BUT now it dosen matter anymore

i will be back like b4...only memories will stay behide

ok back

Ok BAck TO mY NOrmAl life im not gonna msg u or call you any more ince you said we're no longer frenz...its hard but gonna try...

bAck to play DOTA!!!!!...

and i still have many projects in hand...yappx thats it!!!

EDWIN YOU CAN DO IT!!!

Fuck

WhAt tHE FUck! how i wish i never knew you b4!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since u said tHat tHink We're no lOnger Frenz...rmb tat IT IS YOU WHO SAID THAT not ME!


The day we met Your sunny smile made my day Warm handshake Lead me out of the darkness
Love was not only in my dreams It was not what they think Grip on to the impossible?
It wasnt fair My heart hurts Tears flows You are the one that say you loved me
I look at you full of pain Shattered by your disapproving eyes I bite my lips with bitterness I shut my eyes And cover my ears I dont want to hear a single lie from you anymore

mAde my specs

She deleted my number!

haiz...she deleted my number...omg...Haix..omg...If only If only i din delay the day we are suppose to be together omg!!!

Scorpio

October 3, 2005
Romantic partnerships can take a stressful turn today, if you don't take care to avoid it. An older person may be critical of your partner. Don't be too timid to stand up for your beloved and express how you feel, or your sweetheart might draw the conclusion that you don't care. Remember, only you can decide what life partner is best for you. Be inwardly strong and you will be protected.

IF ONLY

haix...u know what now my pain had becum physical pain...HAix...i Can ReAlly FeeL Some thing heavy and pain in my heart...every nite...is the most painful moment i had to endure...so i pry...

God...pls release me from this pain.... and u know what? seriously no kidding it disappare...straight away...so im able to sleep...it was like 4am in the morning?

but that was only THAT moment of pain...even now...i still had that pain with me...

A1-IF ONLY

BEN: I said I'd never leave youI said that I would never let you down.I needed a chance to prove my love to you Til' time is through.

MARK: The promises I gave you,I never meant to see them left untrue.You were my everything, I give my heart to you To start a new.

CHRISTIAN: And all of the days just pass me by.So I pray, and I'm asking why

BEN: All that I ask is one more try.Cos I never wanna say goodbye.

ALL: If only I listened to my heart.Then maybe we wouldn't be apartNow all I can dream about is you.And baby that's all I do.If only we two could start a newI promised I'd never be untrueCos all I can dream about is youAnd baby that's all I do.

CHRISTIAN: You're looking for anotherI'm looking for a change with you again I guess I never showed youWhat you mean to me Can't you see.

PAUL: Everything I told you,And everything I did I feel was wrong I didn't know the words I said would Make you leave, please believe

MARK: And all of the days just pass me bySo I pray, and I'm asking why

BEN: All that I ask is one more try.Cos I never wanna say goodbye.

ALL: If only I listened to my heart.Then maybe we wouldn't be apartNow all I can dream about is you.And baby that's all I do.If only we two could start a newI promised I'd never be untrueCos all I can dream about is youAnd baby that's all I do.

PAUL + CHRISTIAN: If only, if only, if only, all I do If only, if only, if only, all I do X2

BEN + MARK: If only I listened to my heart.Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you.And baby that's all I do.

ALL: If only I listened to my heart.Then maybe we wouldn't be apartNow all I can dream about is you.And baby that's all I do.If only we two could start a newI promised I'd never be untrueCos all I can dream about is youAnd baby that's all I do.

ALL: If only I listened to my heart.Then maybe we wouldn't be apartNow all I can dream about is you.And baby that's all I do.If only we two could start a newI promised I'd never be untrueCos all I can dream about is youAnd baby that's all I do.

ok...i should forget aout her

i ShOUld ForGEt about HEr...any way i never regret knowing you yappx...and sorry for all the stupit thingz that ive said to you

SCUM!

Arg!!!!!!!!!!!....what the hell....4pm plus manda Called..."edwin pam is in hospital!!!" omg i JOlt OUt Of my bed!...in the end i Found OUt It wAS a SCUM!

its so hurting....

plus...she was laughing all he way....and she was like saying about him all the way!!!!...arg...why are you doing this?! BECOX YOUR BORED!

Went out....

u know what? manda Called this morning arOUnd 10am....but i Was like HAlf ASleep? haha...tHEn pam called....yAPx...i was like wow they called so early? hAha...but nvm...yApx...i wanted to talk to her aniway...

tAlk until like 1pm...tHEy need to go...(i just cant take it thinking who ur with!@#$)

Alvin called...after the call...YAppx..."eh edwin wanna go libary?" i was like ok...i need to go out aniway...

mEet up at central...EAt MAc...Arg! no appetide...u all should know larx...=( treat alvin MILO...yAr...cox i dun lIke to eat alone...

after...Went StRaight tO libAry....StuDy!!! (u know know how can i study in this kinda mood?) i went there becox i wanna...cool down...3pm le...Libary need to closed...

ok fine! went to COFFee BEan And...StuDy...bouGht unltimate...dun lIKe to drink alone...bought for alvin mocha...yAppx...CAlled JAckson down too...treat him tOo YAppx...(Thanks for acompany me when im feeling down)...really...

6pm Errr u can only study until 6pm...OK FINE!...went to watch THE MYTH...6.45pm...At jUnction 8...Haix...( sad memories lingers)...saw some thing...one day which change my life!@#$%)

aniway just to tell u guys J8 is my fav Shopping PLace...Spent 6yEars there...yAppx...my primary sch...near there Very nEAr...Kou chan presbytrian...

it was LIke Dark After we Went Out...During the movie i was like "TOUCH"? or maybe thinking about her larx...tears dropped but my fren din know...

ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO HIDE MY FEELINGS IN FRONT OF MY FRENZ...some times i really feel like crying but i have to be STRONG....

u know what? i went to the hawker center and ate my FAV KUEY ...err dun know what...
i just cant ContROL!!!! i CRIED IN FRONT OF MY FRENZ!!! omg tats was like the 1ST time they saw me cry...i soooo what lor...EVERY BODY WAS LOOKING!!!!


haix...i tried controling but...nvm...we went drinking....near my house there...yap...then they came to my HOuse...rite now...

tHEn i called her...she was bz...HAix...but later found out she was talking to manda and samual...tHEn errr i join in..yAr tAlk for QuiTe long...until 4am? yAppx...but She Really makes me think of the pass what i did...sorry...

HIAx...seriously in the pass din treat her good enuff...i KNow...And I sAid ThOSe STUPIT thingz to her...omg...And i NEVER TOT OF HER FEELINGS....sorry really...i tot u take it lightly but no...and u know what? from the start i have already hurt her...Haix...Cox i diao her...HAix...but i have my reasons hope u Really understand....